I thought I'd write this all down because once your problems are out there for you to see it sometimes seems all a little better, and I think I need to feel better. I don't really know how to start, except with that I'm feeling alone. I know I'm not alone, I have so many amazing friends and I love them all so much, and they're my best friends and I just can't believe I'm so lucky to have them. But I'm selfish, and I just want one person all to myself, and seeing as no one is as amazing as the people I already do know then there's no point looking for someone who's just going to be second best to them. And school work is driving me so insane it's scary. I just want life to settle down and I want to relax. Someone tell me everything is going to be alright.