I was recently away on a camping holiday for the last week, and had no reception for internet for phone and so I was in total off the grid land. Anywho, I had a number of weird/awesome/different experiences and I even wrote them down so I didn't forget them. Starting off, I had a dream that everything was back to normal with that lady and I, the one who I miss so much, the one who the songs are about, anywho it was very vivid and I nearly cried when I woke up because I was so upset it wasn't real and I wasn't sitting down with her making her laugh, I was waking up in a sleeping back in a tent on a deflating air mattress. Not the best way to ease oneself out of an amazing fantasy. Second is that I had a conversation with a spider, and with a little help he moved away from my pillow and walked all the way to my brothers toes. I was surprised. We had perfect weather for the first 5 days and on the fifth night I had a dream that when I woke up it would be cloudy, and it was. I was freaked out, and I thought if this is a premonition then maybe the dream about my lady friend is one too. But I doubt it. Hmmm what else happened, umm I had a few other weird dreams but nothing worthy of mentioning, and I missed people so much, I missed talking to the people I talk to all the time, and I missed two people lots, yes you miss 'the only person with this blogs direct URL' and your best-friend. Gosh I'm glad to be back even though you're not. I went to a party last night, and I was drinking and I even had the thought of getting with someone, and then I didn't, and regretted it, and now sitting here, I don't regret it at all, funny things alcohol does to you, but no I didn't make out with anyone, although that night just cemented in my head that I shouldn't drink as I start to swear and be judgemental. Which is two things I don't like. Anywho enough of this post I think I'm done here. Toodleoo