Saturday, 14 July 2012
I'm in a pickle, not really, but sort of. I'm stuck on a girl who has no interest in me anymore and ignores me. Now I'm cool with this, I'm fine with living in constant pain for someone I love, but by golly it's tiring. Anywho, the thing is, I've since learnt that people can move on from people they love, not stop loving them, but just love somebody in a different way and perhaps a little more. So I know if she doesn't start to respond it's inevitable that I'll move on. However, it should have already happened. Now, with my dashing good looks and boyish charm I could put myself in the running for many other girls. But I don't want to, it's like betraying myself, and I don't want to do it, but I want to do it at the same time. Any time a girl seems attractive or possibly friend worthy (Unless they're in a relationship in which case they ironically become my closest friends) I shut out the thoughts, not because I'm scared of getting hurt like you hear so many other people say, but because I don't want to betray myself even though I have no loyalty to the girl. Lame I know. But still, I think I need to turn into the manwhore I became after the first girl I loved (this being the second) and go on a spree of make outs and such. But I've learn that Michael Jackson was right, and I shouldn't go around breaking young girls hearts (HEE hee) so I still don't know what I to do or how to do it. Advice pls.
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