Shit

Hello there no one, I am really bored and so why don't I ramble on here so I don't bother anyone ahaha I'm so awesome. Anywho what's on my mind right now is alot of things, mainly this stupid eulogy I have to right in the place of Laertes, Ophelia's brother from Hamlet and it is dead boring. I mean I am a book worm and a history buff if I ever saw one, but seriously this is the most boring thing to right about, and to make it even harder and weird I am an emotional person but I cannot fake emotion for shit, and so when I'm pretending my 'beloved sister has drowned herself in a river and I don't immediately feel a tug at my heartstrings, it just makes me feel doomed. This is stupid I dislike this shit. Anywho moving on, I have reached an emotional stage where I just feel empty of all love, not for my friends, but for those people who I love with a different kind of love. I know I love them but I am incapable of feeling it at the present time. Which is a familiar sensation but one I have not felt for quite some time. And I dislike it, it means I am going to be a difficult person to be around for a while and I'm going to push people away who I might have become friends with which I hate because meeting new people is one of my favourite things! Dang you emotions. Anywho I better get back to this stupid speech kill me if you read this anyone lolol